farewell, 2010

i would like to tell you all how much i have achieved in this exceptionally fruitfully year; that i have done so many things that anyone, regular or extraordinary, would be proud of, and how the people around me have looked up to me like a hero or an idol or something. but i cannot. the fact is that if i ever dared to look back to what i have done this year, i would dig a hole with such speed that will even impress a genetically-modified super mole, and hide myself in it for a month.

i have done nothing.

i mean literally. nothing useful. nothing that contributes to or destroys the society, nothing that improve myself (well, i'm still a student after all), nothing that helps my family, NOTHING!!

january to july:

all i did for the 1st 7 months of my 2010 life was to loiter around.

8am-1pm: i would wake up and fetch my brother to school, and start playing computer until i get scolded like mad. i got a bad reputation as a "feeder" in dota. but playing mini games was, well, easier

1pm-12am: i either read some books, play again, get scolded, or sleep.

july-december:

finally gotten into college! yay! start to study with great determination to excel in a levels but as malay idioms say, hangat-hangat tahi ayam so i fell back into idleness until it was near exam period. then i studied like mad (for the 1st few days anyway) and relaxed again.

what a stupid year for me. i wasted my time when i could've done so much more. and seriously, i regret it, especially when i see my friends going into their AS exams around may or june when i haven't even started studying yet!!

i sincerely hope 2011 will be much more eventful, for better or worse